Met with my girls yesterday. We have been friends for 10 years already since uni time. When you know somebody for so long it is logical to stop playing social roles and to start be yourself. But it is not so easy. You continue to follow the certain scenario in conversations, do not touch some topics, supress facts that would possible spoil your image of a "friend they know and love".

Can we actully be ourselves? With whom? 

I can't say anything about my family. We have distant relationship with mom and dad. More like "good neighbours".

The only person whom I trust, from whom I don't have to hide my real emotions is my husband. Thanks god I have such a person in my life.